Respect

Saturday, May 23, 2009
Yesterday afternoon while I'm having my photoshop lesson at campus.. My mom called me and told me about my beloved uncle which is my baby sitter's husband had pass away.. I feel so sad when i heard that.. Eight months ago, my mom told me he maybe cant stay within a month because he is having a stroke.. When I heard that, we pay him a visit.. During Chinese new year, we also visit him for once and its a last day that I saw him.. His son said he can't recognize people already, but when he look at me and when I called him.. I can see his tears.. He recognize me.. He really does.. I really feel sorry that i can't do anything to help him.. This couple treat me really well when I was young... They are like my godparent.. Seven years ago.. His wife pass away and now its him.. He is a narrow-minded person actually but he treat me so good even better than his own grandson... Today when i went to see him for last time, he become so thin until i feel like crying.. They are the one who treat me most good ever.. I feel so sad that i can't bring him till the end.. I feel sorry to him.. Seven years ago, I kept his wife's picture as a memories.. I will never forget about them.. I always tell myself its good for him also.. Since he can suffer until now.. The doctor said he is very brave and strong to fight with death.. During Chinese new year when we went to their place and visit them.. I always got two 'angpao' and always different from the others... One is from his son and one is from him..

Today I am so tired and i feel like don't want to wake up.. But when my mom asked me, "Do you wanna go to his place or not?" and I forced myself to wake up to pay my last respect to him.. I went there for one hour and when I was there I my sister ask me to bowl to him as a respect then we have to walk around to see him for a last time.. I really cant stop my tears.. I really wanna cry.. Sickness make him changed a lot... I really feel sorry to him... And now my tears cannot stop when I'm typing.. I had a appointment with my group mate to do our assignment at 9am but i stay until 9.30am because i really don't want to leave.. I feel like bringing him till the end.. I feel really really sorry to him.. I asked my mom can i go and bring him and his wife flower after my exam because I promised myself to bring them a bouquet of flower.. I must go.. And before i went to my campus, I went to buy a newspaper to find his picture..


This is the one from newspaper which i cut out 7 years ago.. At the back I wrote her a letter...


This is the newspaper for today..


Do everything before its to late...
I hope they really can rest in peace... Hope they are living happily at heaven..

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posted by BabyEeyore at 23.5.09, | 0 comments

My beloved thing that i must bring everyday!!

Thursday, April 23, 2009
I should post it on Sunday but i have to complete my assignment because the next day got someone's class... My sister gave me her camera which is Casio brand one... Then it comes out with some problem and have to use RM 500+++ to fix it... So my mom say she rather go and buy a new one...Wanna find a camera which can fulfill my request is very hard.. I saw DSLR camera which is Nikon D90 is so freaking expensive lor... T.T I now plan to keep money for myself as my birthday present for myself... Wahahhaha... This time I don't have to pay for anything anymore... I used to pay for the things that I want by my own.. Cause my brother said like that I will cherish my things wor... =.=""" I'm thinking to buy Nikon at first but then i found out that Olympus also not bad... So i chose Olympus... So.....
I'm gonna show you my beloved camera!!
My OLD camera!! But still very good function.. Nikon 4100.. Which i bout it 5 years ago?


MY NEW THINGY!!
Olympus MJU 1050 SW
10.1 megapixel, 1.5 shockproof, 3m waterproof, and supermacro..


They gimme 2GB micro SD, add on a Lithium ion Battery and mini tripod stand wor... LOL...


Then I borrow their D90 to try tim~~ OMG its freaking cool... Loving it man!!!


-Eeyore-

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posted by BabyEeyore at 23.4.09, | 0 comments

I dont know how long can I persist!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009
I am really really very tired already!! Why I she always did this to us?? We all know we tried our best to do the things she wanted but she still say our things was bad.. Everyone do her work until no sleep and its only hers!! Why izzit so hard to tell us what should we do? You said you are a piece of mirror that what we did its actually reflects how you treat us.. But we all respect you but did you respect us? We always put your work at first and you din read or see detail then say we all are lazy or not hardworking enough.. HOW hardworking you want us to be? Other assignment just throw aside and focus on your work? 
I really tried my best you know? Why you always treat us so unfair? Don't always give everyone of us pressure can? You know you are the only one who give us pressure and hidden stress from every of your assignment? You know you always repeat the highlighted name? We know we are the highlighted one, you don't have to remind us everytime when we summit the work.. Its so fucking wrong way to want us to do better you know? You never say good or okay only bad! You said you hate to come to our class, but i hate to see you also! 
You make me feel you are evil like from HELL.. You make me feel so annoying when you are talking you know?? All this making me started to hate you!! You make me don't feel like wanted to respect you anymore.. We all are helping each other but you din see it and you said we don't.. WHAT THE HELL is going on? I already lost all my energy to force myself to persist towards the end anymore!! I can comfirm that you gonna fail me.. I already prepared that will failed by you.. Just that I am not be content with what I do... I really tired my best!!! You said some of the senior commit suiside and I think its because of you.. I know this world is unfair but i would like to tell you that YOU ARE FUCKING UNFAIR UNTIL EVERYONE CAN FEEL!!! 
If you saw my blog here, i would like to tell you please read properly.. You also need to change your attitude! Thank you! As you said "take a book and write down what you need to change!!" You said you are disappointed about us, but I am also disappointed about you!!!
-Eeyore-

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posted by BabyEeyore at 20.4.09, | 0 comments

Im back!!

Friday, April 10, 2009
Finally.. I'm back.. I started to go to college on 16 February '09... Everything is new and i said that's new page of my life.. At the beginning, i am very happy to study in my new college which is Lim Kok Wing Institute... The first week is still okay and everything going well, but then when its comes to the second week... I love interior design so i took the course which only available in LimKokWing,Borneo...

I tried SLEEPLESS NITESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS and its really tiring... After my sister married, and i got my own room and its really nice which i can do what ever i want... And the light are always on every Thursday.. Why?? Its because every Friday have Intro to Design class which we had to summit our work...

We were asked to sketch 120 sketches on Monday and summit the work with photocopied sketches on Friday.. The college is really good and not like some other people said so...

I get to know a lot of new friends and some of them smoke!! But the people there are really fun!! Sometimes its really stress and I really feel like crying when sleepless nights comes... I worried i cant pass this semester and its really needs a lot of effort and strength fight for the certificate!!

The materials for us to use is really expensive but we all had no choice for our assignment... The first time i bought those stuff it cost me around RM400.. I was like WTH??? Drawing paper already have to use a lot every week... Now I'm still rushing for my assignment which is really makes my finger hurts..... We were asked to cut those 20 models that we designed at the beginning.. I was like crazy already... Luckily, my BFF Yan she helped me a lot... This week is our mid-break holiday but we doesnt seems to have a relaxing holiday but its working holiday!! Everyone is busying with those workssss which we need to summit on this coming Monday!!

I really dont want this kind of holiday... Cut cut cut... My finger also no feel already... Will it be able to get fruitful sucess at the end??? sometimes really feel like crying before sleep...

I have to continue my work already... I will update my blog when Im freeeeee!!!!

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posted by BabyEeyore at 10.4.09, | 0 comments

A Surprise Birthday Gift

Thursday, July 24, 2008
On 21st of July was my friend Sarina's birthday.. Yan, Elyssa and me tried to make something that can make her cry.. But at the end she did not.. Sob!! Although we did not have enough money go buy her glamour present or having expensive dinner BUT we used our heart to make her a Tee that won't see another one..

We don't have much time to make this tee and we cant find fabrics paint here.. So the only choice is to use Magic pen!! Then, Elyssa say we maybe can find some idea from the net.. So we went to search for something.. After we got an idea to draw the tee.. Elyssa sketch it on a piece of paper..


So this is the sketched drawing..

And after that.. We take out our totally white tee to start our drawing~


Okay.. We started to draw her face now..


We had just done the first part of all..


Almost done!! Left Happy Birthday~!


Now is almost done.. Just filling with some colour to make it nicer...


DONE! Elyssa is our model.. Haha.. This is the front part that Elyssa draw...


This is the back part that I draw...


Yan and Elyssa taking the tee...


I asked them do they remember how leo take the flag? Then, they take it like damn serious.. Haha


Lastly.. The card that I made.. This is all for her:



This is the card that 5 Electron and 5 Atom shared..


Pink is for 5 Atom and Purple is for 5 Electron~


Woa! Its full of wordings~


This one is for who share the tee...


Its a heart shape if u open it...

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posted by BabyEeyore at 24.7.08, | 2 comments

Next Post after Why..

Friday, July 18, 2008
Do you know why I don't want to say how? Will you worry its a negative? By the way.. Thank you everyone who cares me.. Especially my Hubby, Apple, Cherry, Yan, Chun, and more.. I was forced to go to visit a specialist of ear, nose, and throat..

This visit really make my mom paid a lot.. I was like got shock that my mom sms me.. She just learned how to sms chinese word.. Normally shes not the one who pick me back from tuition.. But she come and pick me from tuition today and it only 3.50pm my class end at 4pm...

And I directly go to Timberland a hospital in 3rd mile.. Its raining heavily and its blur.. The round about there is slightly flood... And I was scare.. The fearsome no ones know when I am entering the clinic.. After done the registration, I was called to go in and the doctor greet me.. After he greeting me, he asked me to sit down and asked me several question and i answered him.. He do some check up and spray something into my nose and my nose starting to become numb.. He asked me to wait for a moment outside.. And I waited for a moment that he can see 3 patient...

Afterthat it looks nothing when he asked me to go in.. And the nurse get a damn long stuff to the doctor and I was like Oh my God? His not going to put in my nose don't he? And yes.. He really wanted to put in.. He ask me don worry its not painful.. There is two monitor inside the room.. One is for him to see and another one is for me and my mom to see.. I really feel like fainting at that time.. The more inner the small little tiny tube with light goes in the more painful I am.. I don't want to drop my tears in front of my mom.. The doctor ask me not to be scare.. Its nothing...

And guys... I really want to thanks for your caring... I am fine.. Im just having a nose allergic.. Because my nose's skin becoming thinner and thinner because of air-conditioner.. And I can clearly see my blood vessel when he put the micro cam or something into my nose..

Here's some picture to share:


My report..


My medicine.. One is to spray and one is to eat..


The report..


The inner view on the clinic..


Finally...
Healthy me (took at the Spring's fitting room.. xD)


I'm fine... Don worry my friends and family~ Sorry Cherry and Yan for disturbing you two people.. Blehx... I love you guys...

 
posted by BabyEeyore at 18.7.08, | 5 comments

Why?

Thursday, July 17, 2008
First of all, I would like to thank my hubby , Yan, Cherry, Chun, Saluna, LCC and more people.. Thanks for your caring. I know I had a very (I don't know how to say) stupid mind.. Maybe for who doesn't know anything and you start thinking and your curious cell will begin to search for it.. But sorry I'm not going to share about this tiny little secret of us (who I would like to thank).. If you know what is happening then you know what am i saying about.. I know maybe u will said "Aiya.. You think too much.." But as if its happened?

Why i don't want to go for it?
  • The fearsome in my heart that makes me don't even wanted to think.
  • As if its happened? What should I do?
  • If go for t******** my beloved h*** will gone.
  • Or it may not g*** back.
  • Ive watched a lot of movie or series that all of them pass day by day very hard.
Sorry.. I really don't dare.. I'm sorry.. I really cant imagine the situation at that time.. I don't want to see that happened..



Another things that very important to me is that I wanted to thank my hubby, Yan, Mom. Eliza~ (My Beloved Teacher~), Cherry, Cheese, Chun, Saluna, Sze Ting, Ellysa(If i spelled wrongly please don't angry~), Yuan Hau, Shirlyn, Yun May, Aska Ong(My godbro Ong Zhai~), Ernest, Lcc, Lcy, Jcy, Ljy, Kelvin Lee( haha~), Apple, and more people~
>> Sorry if I forgot to mansion your name..

Thank You so much~~!! I really had my very happy birthday ever! I've got two eeyore in this year and a cake from my sister~ She thought I dont have a cake so she buy me one~ And cheese cake from Yan and friends~ Eeyore from hubby~ Eeyore from Friends~ PBSM Tickets from friends(althought the dinner sux but got you guys become better and my beloved eliza mama~)~ LOLX.. I got a new mom~ Haha.. That she dont know~

Thank you my beloved mom who let me see how wonderful is the world~ Thank you what ever you gave me.. I love you my beloved mommy~ What I've got is all by you.. Thank you that u din force what should I do or study anything I dont want.. You give me a lot of freedom.. Maybe you wont see my blog but I want to tell you i love you but i dont dare to tell you in open.. My birthday is a very beautiful date for me 7th July 1990 that I had my first visit to this wonderful world.. On my birthday i should make you something and not you help me to celebrate because I wanted to thank you! No you means I no such chance to be you daughter~ I love you mommy~

Thank god who gave me such friends and family~ I love school! I dont want to leave my school anymore! School give me happiness because of friends and teacher~ I dont want to face SPM cause I still want to stay at my school with a lot of memories~

Soon I will post a lot of picture during my shopping spree at Kuala Lumpur and Melaka~ And most important is my birthday celebration~ Stay Tune~


-Eeyore-
 
posted by BabyEeyore at 17.7.08, | 2 comments